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Saturday, October 8, 2011

Introduction

So hi! This would be the part where I'm supposedly to "Introduce myself" but that will of course come with time. But just to let you know, this is really my "nickname". I'm new to this so apologies if this looks boring. You see, I actually like keeping my thoughts all to myself but in the end I would end up feeling self-contained and emotional. So I figured if I start blogging my mind would ease up a little, you know what I mean? I feel I can't talk to anyone I'm close to because it'd be hard to explain everything to her/him/them. Especially if you've got secrets about yourself and wished so badly you could tell someone but can't. It's either they don't understand or letting them know would crush them. If you can still follow me I'd be surprised. If you think I'm boring or you don't like me - then don't bother going on. But if you know what I'm talking about and you feel the same thing, then I'd be glad there's someone out there who has mutual feelings.

As for now, I'm supposed to do my homework. I've got loads to do yet I'm distracting myself with internet. I've deactived my facebook but I find myself on the computer again. I've got a major exam next month and I'm not focusing. So what in the world am I doing now!? I'm helping my little sister with her homework and finding things to do in the internet. I've got all my books and papers out on this table looking at me as though I am doing my work but aren't ---- and really? I just don't know what to do with myself anymore. It's crazy that I'm not studying when my exams are near.. Well I'm gonna go do History or my language or add. maths homework. Thanks so staying in tune to "Ally's Crazy Life" even though it isn't for now. =)