Football was awesome yesterday!

            Haha! Honestly, it's been forever since I've played football.. Ok, it feels "forever" but I did play the week before though it wasn't as fun as this.

            For 2013, this would be considered the first game. It felt good to get back on the field. Re-living it, just as I played with Hajar. Not to mention, it seems very much, that I've improved. So I congratulate myself.

            It was after school, around 3 and I had no ECA for the day. I saw Freddy and Farhad on the field looking like they're enjoying themselves. There was Rahman, Saad, Omar, Zhen Hao and a few younger ones from Primary. I stood beside the field watching. My eyes darting everywhere the ball went.

            A minute later, I could't take it. I went on the field and counted myself in. Farhad is great at sports from what I saw but the young ones were ruthless. Haha. We tried so many times to score but the goalie was just that good.

           Then came Charlie, he decides to play, joining the opposing team. Charlie, by the way, is a tall and broad-shouldered fellow for a 15 year-old. So, he kicks the ball to score a goal but the ball ends up high in the air way behind the goal. We all laugh. He does that a couple of times, all constant.

           Then comes Angel, she joins my team. And she tries tackling, kicking and racing to get the ball but fails...most of the time. Haha, I tell her "don't worry, with more practice you'll get it", like I did. Soon after, Kevin comes. I bet he was wondering where everyone went and came to search since no one was bothered if he was entertained.

           Lol. Most times he's an attention seeker and always bored. So he joins with Charlie, Zhen Hao, Ardithya (a 3 almost 4foot tall kid who plays well), Omar and two little ones. From one end of the field, he gets pass everyone and kicks the ball as hard as he can into the goal.

Though the ball never reached the goal. It was still right under him. He missed the ball completely! We all burst out laughing. Later he tries again and this time, he succeded--slightly. Just about rolled away to the side. I laughed so hard I couldn't control myself.

           So we played and had fun. Then I got Kevin's desease and missed the ball just like him. But no worries for me, within seconds I got my focus back. It was a lovely day. Hot sun, clear blue sky with a few fluffy clouds here and there, the breeze blowing so sweetly in our faces. The day couldn't be any better.

Darn it! I just had it not long ago and I've lost it already.

                  The sun beating down on me but the cold air is stinging me. We're in the car on our way to Singapore. I'm in a black dress with an olive-coloured belt listening to Bruno Mars. He's voice is amazing. His tunes and compilation of music is just inspiring. Then there's Ellie Goulding who tells you Anything Can Happen, which I find is true.

               The sky is blue and clear with little soft clouds here and there. I'm passing by lovely sceneries so fast I wish I had a built in camera and video camera. So when I see beautiful things, I can take them as how I see it. I want to take them as how I see it. I dont have time to set my camera according to what I want. And the auto wont focus on the part I want focused.

                     But it's all right. And I don't really mind. I see beauty and I wish to share it with you people. You'll feel just as right and happy. But I guess that will have to wait. Anyway, that's all I have to say for now. Have a good day, Everyone! It's 5:20pm from where I am. Enjoy your tea and biscuits when you can! Have a break!

                    " It's good to work hard, but it's good to have a break too"

Signing out,

Ally.N.O

There goes it again. You feel it in you. You don't know why but it's there.

                    There's this sensation. I can't describe it. But it's as though a warm blanket has caressed your heart, telling you you're safe. After watching an inspiring movie to push you forward through life when you think you're just about to give up---..you get that wonderful feeling again.

                      The feeling of being alive again. Alive in your heart. So alive you feel the vibes and beats of the songs you play. Whether it's with headphones, earplugs or blasts from the stereos, you feel determined and strong again.

                      To those who are single, you feel love. Love by a stranger--you don't know who but you feel that your one real love is somewhere out there waiting for you. You have hope again. And to those who have a companion, your love has never felt as strong as this.

                       The night chill and a good bed-time story, a warm blanket and a love song; how can you ever feel lonely? Close your eyes, feel the moon, hear the silence...I can swear your heart is telling you you aren't alone. You are in peace. In harmony. And all that pain is gone. He or She is there for you, some where out there. The time hasn't arrived just yet.

"Patience is a virtue"

 Signing off,                         

Ally. N. O                         

(good night and good day!)

Ergh.. I'm so so tired To type.

But I just want to say that I'm talking to Syakir again. And I feel better and relaxed. We talked the whole day. How? Because I needed help and I didn't know anyone else who could help and do what he did.

So, I'm good.