Is it? Am I too picky? Dainty? Fastidious? I pick people whom I want to know me. I don't pick those who have known me since little but those I have met later on. As in, what I think all the time. What I feel. Is it wrong to abandon those that I have been around with since little like that? To let them feel hurt that I'd rather choose recent people over lifelong? If I choose recent..
Then the lifelong don't really know me do they, if I choose who to talk to and things? It's seriously sad. I know I would be hurt if I were in the shoes of my long-time-since-little-friend but can I help it? For example, I want only a number-of-people-less-than-a-few friends to read my blog, to understand me better, to know ME. But if they do, then a few other people whom I don't want to let my thoughts go to are on their blog so what do I do? In the end, I don't do anything.
But I'm so happy with how my life is, I wouldn't trade it for better or for worse. I just don't understand me. Is it bad to be so reserved??
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