THE FUTURE IS BEAUTIFUL. LIFE IS BRIGHT. YOU ARE THE SPARK AND YOU HOLD THE LIGHT.

Sunday, September 30, 2012

Who knew English Literature helps you in many ways! And it's an amazing Subject!

Mr Cowan, whom is my teacher, gave me a lot of insight of the subject. He's great at English Lit, no doubt!

Truthfully, I'm lazy to write essays. Just to think of expanding my sentence or thought makes me bang my head on the wall, virtually. I've never been the type to be long-winded, except when I'm trying to get something out of my system.

But who knew, with just a few classes of Literature and you're amazed to notice things that you have never noticed before. Things in everyday life; such as "I am going to bed". That sentence, it's ordinary right? Well, in literature, it's called "iambic" because it's got a di-dum di-dum di-dum sound. Try read everything again and slowly and you'd notice the "iambic" device.

Haha. Have a lovely evening! Night!

Saturday, September 22, 2012

How to overcome depression. Or in my case - try.

My little sister has a fever..
My parents and elder sister have gone out for the day; there were somethings to get.

I agreed to stay home to look after Alana. she's not allowed to play on the computer but she can watch tv, it's less exciting the doctor says. So we watched Princess Hours, she wanted that.

I love that series and yet at the same time I hate it because it reminds me of the truth about myself and my life which I've been trying so hard to keep out of my mind and just focus on the present. That's how i've been trying to live by, the present - not the past nor future.

Watching Princess Hours though helps me in a way, it makes me feel better and happy - but once I stop; I feel empty, miserable because I'm reminded again.

It seems, escapism does not help in any way.