How to overcome depression. Or in my case - try.

My little sister has a fever..
My parents and elder sister have gone out for the day; there were somethings to get.

I agreed to stay home to look after Alana. she's not allowed to play on the computer but she can watch tv, it's less exciting the doctor says. So we watched Princess Hours, she wanted that.

I love that series and yet at the same time I hate it because it reminds me of the truth about myself and my life which I've been trying so hard to keep out of my mind and just focus on the present. That's how i've been trying to live by, the present - not the past nor future.

Watching Princess Hours though helps me in a way, it makes me feel better and happy - but once I stop; I feel empty, miserable because I'm reminded again.

It seems, escapism does not help in any way.