The Horror of school is coming! Forget school, it's the studying!

I didn't do any revision what-so-ever during the holidays! I'm so dead! I can bet a million stars I won't be able to cope with the new topics coming up.

Especially my econ topics, plus I didn't write the summary and points of my poerty homework. Haha. I had all this time but honestly! Who wants to do homework during holidays while you've got to help out the family as well as trying to earn pocket money.

:(( I want to hang with friends but at the same time I don't want to because I've got no heart for it.

Even if I do go out I don't feel fulfilled so I stick to the family and help because when I get a little bit done here and there I feel a little satisfied in the inside.

So thank you Dear God for Christmas because I sure had pure joy then, pure laughter 'til my jaws ache.

*Love*