Taylor Swift - Eyes Open (Lyric Version) -For Simon, TMI

Personally, I really want this song for Simon, The Mortal Instruments' Daylighter. After living a mundane life, having Changed to a vampire - I feel so sad for him. He's happy maybe. But I'd love Simon with all my heart. You can see from the beginning of TMI to the very recent book how much he's changed. But too bad this song is already the Hunger Games.. ~(crying with lots of pain!)~ The way he thought of his mundane life of playing video games when he witnessed and entered the war in Alicante, realising that that was real and was nothing like the games. But Simon (no last name given, Cassandra! I would love to know Simon's last name!! :]) I dedicate this to you. For being strong and just being you!!! I love you! P.S. Hope you enjoy this song! <3

I just read the most amazing scene of Jace's view

Who knew Jace could really be that soft on the inside. Well of course, he's human too - as though that wasn't obvious. But it really does give an insight of what he's thinking since we're always thinking that he's got such a strong expressionless face. It's really good to read this because it makes me realise how much more I love Cassandra Clare's writing! All though I noticed a few things that was different but what does it matter when her stories explode like fireworks.
Here's the link to those of you who haven't read it or don't know about it, but to those of you who know and love it - it's nice to read it again. It gives you sparks throughout the body. Teehee!

http://www.cassandraclare.com/my-writing/excerpts-extras/jaces-pov-manor-scene/
http://www.cassandraclare.com/my-writing/excerpts-extras/because-it-is-bitter/

Oooh! And then there's one of Magnus and Alec! one of the most favourite couples! It's a jaw-dropping scene!

http://www.cassandraclare.com/my-writing/excerpts-extras/kissed/

I am not implying or saying anything that will cause hurt and neither am I saying that I own this website (that's for sure!). I'm only a really big fan of Cassandra Clare and The Mortal Instruments. And this is precisely the only reason why I'm sharing her website. But hope you like what you read! Enjoy!

Oh. And this was a joke I made after I read these links. I think it may sound lame but.. who cares! I love them, characters!

Jace: "It's getting hot in here. So take off all your clothes."
Alec: "I am - gettin' so hot. I'm gonna take my clothes off"
Jace: "No, Alec! Not you!"
Magnus: ~(giving a deathly stare)~
Alec: "Oh. Sorry."
Clary: ...........

Am I hurt? No, I'm not. Am I disturbed? Maybe. A little.

That's why I don't allow myself to fall in love deeply or at all. Crush, like, adore - yes, but never more than that. I can think it and believe it but I know deep in my heart I will never give my whole heart.
 Why?
Because. I know. It's not my time yet. I'm still so young, and I don't want commitments at a young age. It's stressful. I let myself fall into a relationship when I fell like it and I know that it'll not last long. Why? I weigh the odds, see if I am a better person with than without this person, or whether my parents like him. Not that the "him" is significant.

But it's been slightly over a year since that break up. Right after that, I never thought I'd flinch when his name is spoken or ignore his name whenever it pops up on Facebook but I did. I'm not upset about breaking up or being single. I'm not hurt but why is it when I see that he's got a new girlfriend I feel uncomfortable? As though something in my head is yelling "he's forgotten me". I'm fine that he's got someone new but one thing I just can't understand is that when he was with me he convinced me that he really loved me, that I was the only one. Yet so quickly he's found someone else.

Are boys like that? Or it's just him?

Anyway, what's important now is that I concentrate on my future and not ..... relationships. There's no other word is there? Maybe, but I'm too lazy to find out. Meanwhile, I'm waiting for my next book to arrive at my doorstep - can't wait!